One of the only things right now that is inspiring right now is exactly what I don’t want to be happening. Taking up my time, some of my money, a little bit of everything. If someone can still be around when I have the worst attitude ever about relationships, it has to mean something. I can’t help but be attached. A few months ago, I thought about sitting down to write a meaningful letter of everything that this person has done for me in the short time I knew them. Maybe it was just timing, or something more personal. Either way I wanted to believe I could sum everything up and be done, leaving only learned lessons and a few happy random memories.

But when someone, is the reason you start making decisions for yourself. Does that mean they can stay?