I used to ignore music that was blantently not about love. And all of the other song lyrics i used to twist to be a story about lovers. Its part of my lovestorybrain. But lately, I’m noticing songs can be about mothers or friends or siblings or just about anything. Not everything comes down to a romantic relationship. Its a good realization because it lets me be more goal oreinted, it opens the world up, makes me want to dive in and learn. But it makes a lot of my immediate feelings out of my control. It’s so easy to create almost instant happyness with someone. Build a fort, cook food, be each other’s dairies, bounce ideas. Basically when you make someone your life and you get to decide when you meet, exactly what information you share, and what your relationship is all about. It’s a lot easier to find out where you stand with one person, than the whole world. Having a small make-believe world is amazing, but could is ever last? Would there be some shame, a lack of accomplishment. I’m starting to have much bigger goals and dreams which makes me angry. My life just got so much more difficult. Its all a balancing act really, but if the choice has to be made, at the end of the day is it better to know the endless possibilities or everything about the person lying next to you?